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| 단 한번 널 위한 일:
한번도 잊은 적 없어. 내가 거짓말 하나는 무지 잘하거든. 솔직하게 대는 건 무서우니까. 그리고 난 엄청난 겁쟁이야. OTL 다칠까봐 항상 나 부터 지키는 내가, 널 괜히 힘들게 한것 같에. 솔직히 사랑은 오래 전 부터 믿지 않기로 했고 포기했는데.. 월래 행복하게 보이는.. 많이 웃는 사람들한테 끌르는 나라서 괜히 ...
시간이 좀 흐르면 편히 대화 할 수 있는 날이 올거라고 생각했는데, 오지 않을 것 같다. 니가 생각한 자신만만한 여자가 아니거든, 그래서 니가 많이 실망했겠지. im sorry. that time when we had that small fight, my insecurities were awaken again. and i started getting scared again. you didn't let me down, its just that i'm a retardingly sensitive and defensive person, who throws her arms out in defense over small things. i have a lot of fears that i try to cover up with lies and confidence, and i think that started to bring you down, so i thought it was time for me to let you go. 솔직히 니가 좋아했던 내 모습이 무엇인지 잘 몰라.. 준게 없고, 줄게 없고, 항상 받는 나라서 미안했어.
그래서 보낼게.
넌 나 보다 훨씬 더 행복할 거야.
이젠 진짜 마지막이야.
끝.
kaput.
bye
휴~ 에라이.
나도 참
이런거
다시 쓰지 않을 거야 | | |
| happily ever after just took time.
once upon this broken heart of mine
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| :I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry
The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I forsee the dark ahead if I stay
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry
Like a little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and UNO cards
I'll be your best friend
And you'll be mine, valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'cause I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity yeah
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The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments.
Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everyday
wont be sunny. And when you find yourself lost
in the darkness of despair, remember its only in the
black of night that you see the stars. And those stars
see you back home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes
to stumble and fall because most of the time the greatest rewards
come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll
get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life
will take you. The road is long, and in the end, the journey is the destination.
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| A fairytale.
Through the looking glass, and into a land, far, far away.
A rabbit, a watch and humpty dumpty on the wall
I dream of dreams, in a land of dreams.
Where everything is way too big, or way too small.
I dream of card games, checkers and a game of chess
I dream of knights, princesses and kings of class.
Dreams are nicer, than what the real world gives
The world seems fairer, in these slippers of glass.
When love is a fairytale in this god-forsaken world
In my dreams, a fairytale, is the whole land
A world where teapots, are meant to speak to all.
And where castles fly; in its magnificent grand.
A world where the good is good and bad is bad
Where the good always wins, and the evil witches fall
Where princesses are always so beautiful, always so fair
And which the little bear’s chair was way too small.
Pumpkins will turn to carriages, for those girls who need a chance.
There never be hunger, as a flick of a wand, can relish a feast
And to those fair princesses who have never been asked to dance
Can dance the night away, with no worry, at the very least.
In a land where battles and nobilities, of nonsense, means
The only War is between the dragon and the knight
Where the poor can live happily, with just a few magic beans.
And where snow queens entice you with Turkish delight.
I live in my own world, when I follow the rabbit into the hole
And where I fall, fall and fall beyond realism and time.
In a world called reality, imagination is not considered much at all
How beautiful the world could be, in these magic lands, I call mine.
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